It took two and a half years for me to find my voice. To know I needed to tell the story. To stop the pain from happening once more. How sometimes in life you lose because you have no choice. I needed to be heard. I knew I could find the words. Didn't want no one else to ever have to stand in my place. To feel as if they have no face. To look at the closed doors. Not human anymore. Just a number.
Walked down the hall so very proud, walking tall. Wanting to clear the air to have my say. I would speak them out loud. I would make the world care. To make the change where no one would ever know how I felt. To have no control over my life. You wielded your position like a knife. Now its my turn. I hope the world will listen and learn.
Opened the door to enter and what did I see. There were many there just like me. Wish I could say just a few. I found out I was one of thousands that already knew. How can an injustice live so long? I can tell you how. When you have no face they don't have to look at you. Your just a number not human anymore. It's not a matter if your right or wrong. To not look is how they remain so strong.
My number is very far down the line. Just another faceless number waiting in time. Frustrated angry tears fall down my cheek. You can't silence me I am going to speak. I'll leave you to go on your way. I'm just starting I am not ready to stop. If I can I will make it to the top. Just a number among many. Voices that need a say. There needs to be a change. And my voice will not be going away.
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Posted: Sep 2011
About this poem:
How many of you have ever felt like just a number? I was looking around yesterday and I do believe that it makes the jobs easier for people if they do not know our stories and do not look at us as human individuals. It is so easy to just do a job and not think of how what they are doing can affect many and not in a good way. But I guess it helps them sleep at night. Just needed to get this out. When you think you are one of a few that have been wronged and then find out you are one of thousands it is an eye opener.
Poetnumber1St James, Port of Spain Trinidad and TobagoSep 18, 2011
And your voice is certainly being heard with this one my friend,indeed it said when pain springs forth,comes some of the most deepest and inspirational writes,well done dear friend
Hi, Happygolucky4u, Yes, making disposal easier, IDs are converted from names to numbers - humans now just another piece of inventory. You can't silence me I am going to speak... It's good that the poet's voice has risen to be heard.
Sorry folks for bumping an old poem I needed to for me not you This poem was wrote about the vetrans hospitals in the United States having a secret waiting list. It has taken to long and to many lifes. But now our congress are awake and looking. The numbers are turning into faces. Much love my poet family this day to you.
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Yes, making disposal easier, IDs are converted from names to numbers - humans now just another piece of inventory. You can't silence me I am going to speak... It's good that the poet's voice has risen to be heard.