MY LIFE SOBER


im sick and tired all i do is fight
i just want to end my life
i wonder if things will ever change
because nothing will ever be the same
ive felt hurt and ive endured pain
i lost my mind im far from saNe
i just wish for a better change
before its to late
ive already started to see the golden gate
is love so hard to find
money dont mean a thing in my mind
everythings a lie
to crazy to live to rare to die
happyness is like a sunken tresaure lost out to sea
hopefully one day it will find me
im not crazy im just lost
my world is like a coin toss
always landing on lossing side
all these days these nights i stayed up and cryed
days turn into months as i sit back and sye
locked in my basement where time doesnt exist
i cannot leave because everything reminds me of you
not only did i loose the ones who raised me
my four year old son this is crazy
my house to a fire left with ashes
every time im in a car i prey it crashes
but death wont find me it seems i must suffer
and then i loose you my one my only lover
goodbye so long this is life