some times I sit and ponder and then I wonder how my life changed so fast my only good memories are of the past yet the present is filled with pain love and happiness are down the drain I'm 24 but I've been through more then most my age I was even thrown in jail and put in a cage I lost all that i held dear I cant remember the last time I had a good year with each painful passing second i prey for the end to be near death is something I will embrace and never fear I dont know how many times I can fall and then rise life is supposed to be a gift but to me its a prize because its nothing but a battle and not everybody wins im not innocent I have committed many sins but that doesn't make me bad because i do great things yet torture is all this life brings our actions define who we are but the choices we make will shape our path it seems every corner comes a new tragedy like im cursed with a wicked wrath wishing i can change what is written in stone but its impossible to change the past so i sit here alone i can see nothing but hardache this is more then my heart can take pearls of wisdom gained threw the years so im stronger now with no fears except being transparent,unnoticed,and lonely so i say my final farewell deserted,abandoned,and forsaken but never phoney
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Posted: Jul 2012
About this poem:
I WROTE THIS POEM PERTAINING TO MY LIFE AND HOW I FEEL
Your a true genuine real talent!!!! That's a gift rockstar, don't let the trials and tribulations of life, forever hold you down...as long as we live, we will always have burdens to bear its unfortunate but true...your time will come for peace & love never give up!!!! I can relate to what you have written, I've been there to!!!!! Bless up
@ cherry i try never to give up im still here but its hard when things go so well for a week or so maybe even a month or 2 but then everything seems as if it was for nothing when everything just comes crashing down i do hope things will change and i just want to say thank you and im happy 2 see u enjoy my writting
living in NYC once myself I can relate to the pain. well done. many of us change and lonely our paths be... for many only want the old you. but keep going. great people arise from life situations and challenges
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