I sometimes want to just laugh out loud.
Other times i just want to cry.
Sometimes i just want to hurt something.
Other times I just wanna die.
I really don't know of any reason.
Maybe I just have a shattered soul.
I only know that it's hard to live this way.
So i seek diligently for some control.
I wake every morning, and put on a mask.
Just enough to make myself seem okay.
Yet regardless of how well I hide.
I spiral a little more into darkness every day.
I have become so hopelessly lost.
I have no idea what I'm supposed to do.
So many paths have opened before me.
How do I find the path that is true?
All I need is a trustworthy guide.
I hope, one day, to be much less confused.
And I hope, then, I will know who to be.
That way I won't have to hide myself.
And I will be able to show the real me.
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Posted: Sep 2012