Just a thought away from suicide
I have one foot in the grave
And though I yearn to live my life
I'll never recover from my mistakes
God may forgive me for my sins
But I can't take that chance
Because I've done too much, thus far
And my mind's dizzy from the devils dance
My sins weigh heavy on my heart
And my life's as scarred as my wrists
With this knife in my hand, I cut one more time
To watch the blood flow, I couldn't resist
This world is fading, it is getting dark
And my eyes are beginning to close
Could I have ever made something of myself
But now it's too late and I'll never know