I am sorry for your loss which has hit you d e e p . I want you to remember good times of her when you were both smiling laughing she would want that. I know you remember her laugh so keep that in your soul and hold onto it. For those bad days for it will get you through those moments. Just to let you know she is looking down from above. She is now that angel that you loved. She is guarding you. She is smiling at you guiding you through.