Oh You, My Hero Shy!

Oh you, my hero shy,
You’ve made a close escape,
How long I played the part
Without help of friend!

To help of yours accursed
Refused I to resort.
Amidst the scenes and ghosts
Escaped you unobserved.

But in this shame of mine
I walked before the audience cruel.
All as bad luck, in public eye,
All in this role of playing single.

Oh how parterre with laughter roared!
You evidence me pardoned not
So shameful of my waste and loss,
The harmlessness of smile you mocked.

And greedily your herds did plod
To quench their thirst on my grief.
Alone, alone – in shame clothed
I’m standing biting my lips.

But to the reckless, hasty mob
Real hero isn’t seen.
Oh hero, you are frightened so!
Don’t fear – I won’t speak.

All our role is just my role,
I’ve lost in it - am nowhere.
All our pain is just my pain,
It’s so much pain to bear!
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Posted: Dec 2012
About this poem:
A scene in a two-actor drama! Once I read that the saddest thing in the world is loving someone, who used to love you. It is even worse when this love is ridiculed by crowd, when all innermost feelings are trampled. “Love, unrequited, robs me of my rest: Love, hopeless love, my ardent soul encumbers...” wrote W. Gilbert.

This is my translation from the famous Russian poetess Bella Akhmadulina. I attach a video file in which you can listen to the audio performance by the actress reading the poem in Russian. For those who know Russian and just for the pleasure of listening to the masterly recital.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWnwQpJcthA

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Comments (2)

niah9
yes...a powerful write indeed Marika...and I understand, the balance of love can change....giving more pain to bare...Kathyteddybear
marikia
The background of this poem is that she, a character from an old Soviet movie "Office Romance," was exposed to ridicule for the sole reason that she, already happily married, had the impudence to revive old love deeply embedded in her. When she met him, also happily married, after many years of separation, she challenged established order by approaching him. What an effrontery it was in people's eyes! Thank you, Niah, for your thoughtful comment.teddybear
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