D.N.E. Sounds free to me...
Death never ending, is breath never spending...
Wasted words. A memory lasts a life time...
Act like you heard...
Trying to pour out, emotions of doubt, my frozen heart,
in tangled webs, free falling, cold & bloody,
my soul has left behind a lifeless mess of a broken body!
I want to stay in the fight but I may just lay still,
the predator is devouring it's prey, it's meal, I feel, the steel teeth,
sink down to the bone,
while American's are striped of their rights & taken from their homes,
as the weak is beaten to think the powerful is high & mighty,
held down by the clenching grip of society, hold me before I slip,
I'm far from sobriety, I'm not worried about a mess,
it'll be cleaned by the rest...
The wind, the rain, the dirt, the pain...
Laying down to D.N.E. I feel so blessed...
Frustration is flowing, my brain is going to it's dark castle.
Then frustration overflows & my HomeGrownAnger grows,
I have non of my bro's, only foes & anything goes,
I'll take you off your ten toes & be sure everyone knows,
my pain as lame by name for nothing has changed it's all the same!
Your crawling under my skin,
I'm lashing out, reaching out, digging deep with in,
with one last gasp it's hard to grasp pushing forward forgetting the past, searching deep with in.
I can feel the energy of the past, living with the present,
I try to stay on the path, my eyes, my feet, my mind doesn't,
nothing lines up, makes sense, or looks the same,
I'm lost in the world on unfamiliar terrain!
My time is spoiled, I will wash away my flaws,
My pain has done me in & now I have no cause!

Drugs...shoulder shrugs...infest frustrated mind...with HomeGrownAnger!
Blended to a pattern...routine frustration...at a high elevation of my HomeGrownAnger!
Drugs frustrating...& already hating...infected regurgitating...isolating in a routine pattern of HomeGrownAnger!
Searching for a stranger...s*xual danger...boiling over...ready to snap!
It's too late, I can't go back!

Unforeseen lies & disloyalty's, leave no sympathy!
Your ten fingered collar & chains keep this dog subdued!
Your lack of gratitude, has us unglued, living life separately!
Outrageously, unholy, carelessness of others misery!
Your ten fingered collar & chains keep this dog subdued!
Your f#ck!ng attitude, makes me come unglued, with a rage of fury!
Furiously, controlling, rolling on me killing me so you can finally bury me in my cage of fury!
I used to hold you high...
I held you like my trophy...
You held me back...by my neck...trying to choke me!!!

HomeGrownAnger
Austin J. Frick
Age Of Reason Is Now
9-'07.