For years you held me close
I got no breathing space at all
I finally ran away from your zone
Only for you to find me again
This time I am afraid
I will not survive you
So What do I do?
I am so very sure
I have not the strength
To fight or hide you again
That I am ready to write
My memoir and my will
Cause when my best friend returns
It means I am back to that hell
That deep dark pit I once escaped
This time only I will not win
My friend, please leave me again
Just go, I will not miss you
I am tired of Depression being my best friend