So often I still think of you and I wonder if you sometimes do it too. For the land you live in now is way too far from here. But it was you who drew the line; that choice was never mine.
You’ve been gone for many years and much too late now it is for tears. Oh, if only I could know then just half of what I know now, I surely would have gone the other way to crush this life’s wicked play.
Do you ever sit and wonder about the times we spent back yonder? Do you ever stare into empty space to see how it might have been, if you and I were born in another time or other place.
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Posted: Nov 2013
About this poem:
#1 Hi to ya all, this is my very first try at writing a poem, so if the structure and technique is not right, please don't shoot me.
It is dedicated to a girl I once loved. A young love so true, but forbidden by the circumstances of the time.
Your words captured me and brought in. And yes I think many has sat and wondered. I find the older I get the more I think back and day dream. Yet I would not change a part of my life. It could of been so much worse. So I will settle for the daydreams of my mind
CatfootOPAround here, Western Cape South AfricaNov 5, 2013
HappyGoLucky, I promise you that I have never tried before. Something happened during the last few days that triggered the memories again. I have finally buried the ghosts of the past and this just welled out. I'm not even sure if I could write another.
Serenity4twoDonegal, IrelandNov 5, 2013
Hi Cat , for your fist poem , you have so very well You have really captured the essence of lost love and how even years later , a fond memory can just suddenly appear in our mind's eye . Many of us here i'm sure can identify with the "if only " scenario in regard to past relationships Well done again and welcome to Poet's Corner
CatfootOPAround here, Western Cape South AfricaNov 5, 2013
Thank you Serenity, This was a rare moment of inspiration. I cannot help to wonder how many others had such an unfulfilled love in this beautiful country of mine with its turmoil past; a time when politicians decided who you may love or not.
diana_1San fernando, San Fernando Trinidad and TobagoNov 5, 2013
very beautiful, very real, I like it's essence, well done....
CatfootOPAround here, Western Cape South AfricaNov 5, 2013
Thank you Diana, I so pleased about the way it is received. To think that only a few days ago I told somebody that I cannot write poems.
ChristinDewToronto, Ontario CanadaNov 5, 2013
wow! what a talented man with his first poem, this is great Cat lovely
CatfootOPAround here, Western Cape South AfricaNov 6, 2013
Thank you Christin, I fear this is not Blog writing. Here you need a different kind of inspiration. It poured out in less than 15 minutes. It sounded so great when I wrote it on Monday night, but when I read it yesterday morning I did not like it; too sad and mushy.
I showed it to a CS friend and she suggested putting it here. She deserves most the credit for she triggered the event that led to this. All it required was the right question.
I may have to wait until losing another love before I could produce another poem for this came from the heart and not the pen.
Hi Cat, Glad to see you in this little corner of C.S. Hey, that's a nice poem,straight from the heart... well put together...I enjoyed it!
morgen90210singapore, Central Singapore SingaporeNov 6, 2013
Cat Welcome to poetry sanctuary, well you broke the ice with this one, believe me when i see a true blood poet and you are one. I am as you are. . straight from the heart without form or styles. mostly inspiration from fellow poets
you might find inspiration from reading other poems like i did. . . which i laterdedicated to them. . .
to receive you must give to give you must also receive. .
CatfootOPAround here, Western Cape South AfricaNov 6, 2013
Ah Raven, my old friend. I was very surprised to see you here. Thank for those kind words. I am overwhelmed by the response on something I though was not worth posting here.
Deep down in my mind I have wondered if somebody was not putting you all up to say something nice to make me feel better, but I don't think you all are capable of it.
CatfootOPAround here, Western Cape South AfricaNov 6, 2013
Hi Morgan, Thank you for the compliment, but I don't know too much about that. When it came out I liked it; after I slept over it, I liked it no more. It sounded so mushy and melodramatic. Do one have to like your own poem's?
beautifulyouNew York, USANov 6, 2013
Simply lovely, just lovely Catfoot ty for sharing the beauty that flows from your heart's memory
CatfootOPAround here, Western Cape South AfricaNov 6, 2013
Thank you Beauty. I'm spending time reading some poems and the comments that they had solicited. Sometimes I do not understand the poem, but then when I read it again after reading the comments it makes so much better sense.
I’m so pleased to see that some of the nastiness found in other parts of CS is not present here. And I’m sorry that I had not discovered this little heaven much earlier. It just added more value to an already good site.
francie2013Tangerang, Banten IndonesiaNov 6, 2013
Is it your 1st poem? I think you still hide some, don't you? Have a nice day
CatfootOPAround here, Western Cape South AfricaNov 6, 2013
Hi Francie, Hiding what? Personality or poems?
CatfootOPAround here, Western Cape South AfricaNov 6, 2013
Nice sentiment Catfoot, Something we can all relate too. no matter if its 1 year or a hundred years these memories seem to always be as if yesterday.
CatfootOPAround here, Western Cape South AfricaNov 12, 2013
Thank you Rob, Sadly I have lacked the inspiration since.
CatfootOPAround here, Western Cape South AfricaNov 12, 2013
Hi Non, A 40 year old festering wound; recently scratched open again. Maybe it will heal now.
sundayrose1san francisco, California USAJan 15, 2014
Hello Cat, allow me to welcome you here, too, albeit it is rather late. I have been gone for a while myself and just started posting again. But I missed so many writings and this is one great poem.
Congratulations to the both of you.
Take care,
Phyllis::bouquet:
CatfootOPAround here, Western Cape South AfricaJan 15, 2014
Comments (25)
Welcome to Poetry Corner.
Coming from you it makes it extra special to me.
Your words captured me and brought in. And yes I think many has sat and wondered. I find the older I get the more I think back and day dream. Yet I would not change a part of my life. It could of been so much worse. So I will settle for the daydreams of my mind
I promise you that I have never tried before. Something happened during the last few days that triggered the memories again. I have finally buried the ghosts of the past and this just welled out. I'm not even sure if I could write another.
for your fist poem , you have so very well
You have really captured the essence of lost love and how even years later , a fond memory can just suddenly appear in our mind's eye .
Many of us here i'm sure can identify with the "if only " scenario in regard to past relationships
Well done again and welcome to Poet's Corner
This was a rare moment of inspiration. I cannot help to wonder how many others had such an unfulfilled love in this beautiful country of mine with its turmoil past; a time when politicians decided who you may love or not.
I so pleased about the way it is received. To think that only a few days ago I told somebody that I cannot write poems.
I fear this is not Blog writing. Here you need a different kind of inspiration. It poured out in less than 15 minutes. It sounded so great when I wrote it on Monday night, but when I read it yesterday morning I did not like it; too sad and mushy.
I showed it to a CS friend and she suggested putting it here. She deserves most the credit for she triggered the event that led to this. All it required was the right question.
I may have to wait until losing another love before I could produce another poem for this came from the heart and not the pen.
Hey, that's a nice poem,straight from the heart... well put together...I enjoyed it!
well you broke the ice with this one,
believe me when i see a true blood poet and you are one.
I am as you are. . straight from the heart
without form or styles.
mostly inspiration from fellow poets
you might find inspiration from reading other poems like i did. . . which i laterdedicated to them. . .
to receive you must give
to give you must also receive. .
I was very surprised to see you here. Thank for those kind words. I am overwhelmed by the response on something I though was not worth posting here.
Deep down in my mind I have wondered if somebody was not putting you all up to say something nice to make me feel better, but I don't think you all are capable of it.
Thank you for the compliment, but I don't know too much about that. When it came out I liked it; after I slept over it, I liked it no more. It sounded so mushy and melodramatic. Do one have to like your own poem's?
ty for sharing the beauty that flows from your heart's memory
I'm spending time reading some poems and the comments that they had solicited. Sometimes I do not understand the poem, but then when I read it again after reading the comments it makes so much better sense.
I’m so pleased to see that some of the nastiness found in other parts of CS is not present here. And I’m sorry that I had not discovered this little heaven much earlier. It just added more value to an already good site.
Is it your 1st poem? I think you still hide some, don't you?
Have a nice day
Hiding what? Personality or poems?
I'm glad you enjoyed it.
Rob
no matter if its 1 year or a hundred years these memories seem to always be as if yesterday.
Sadly I have lacked the inspiration since.
A 40 year old festering wound; recently scratched open again. Maybe it will heal now.
Congratulations to the both of you.
Take care,
Phyllis::bouquet:
Thank you for the kind words.