spent the best part of 2 years,
chasing an ill gotten dream,
always had the feeling ,
things were not as they seem,
spent many a sleepless night,
just hoping she was ok
now I know I was part of a wicked game

she played me like an instrument
tugged at my heart,that was cruel
while I was sitting thinking
what could I do,like a fool,
she told me stop thinking shit,
while she played on my emotions and twisted yet

hard to find another,
trying too hard,
the heart is willing,
the heads still scarred,
dont want to feel that way,
but dont want to live in vain
got so much love to give someone
wanna feel love again