I used to long for Spring Festival so much when I was a little girl. New clothes, new shoes, delicious food....cracks.....

I used to long for Spring Festival so much when I was a young mother, bought all good things for my daughter, decorated my home, gathered with all relatives....

But This year,
after I finished
cleaning everywhere throughly,
go shopping, decorate my home....

I found only myself at home,
with a weak body
a jaded appetite,
a lonely heart,
.....
and with tears out of my eyes quietly
.....

How much I wish a person with me together during the big holiday
How much I wish a person could be with me when I feel not well,pass me a glass of water, touch my forehead, hug me and cheer me up....

How much I wish...at least I'm not so uncomfortable at the moment
....

This is the last day of the Chinese lunar year of ox
Tomorrow will be the first day of Tiger year
I wish I will be well when the first sunshine come in my room tomorrow.
I wish all bad things will be brought away by the ox
and the new tiger will leave me happiness....