Jimmy, Yes it does end ! It only seems endless- right now, only remember that no storm can last forever. The sun will come out again and shine brightly- so expect it ! You will look back on this period and laugh, even though laughter may be the very last thing on your mind right (now), but it truly is the very best medicine. Talk to others, talk to me, my son was born in 69. I am a very good listener. I hope you continue to write, as it's a gift and it will help you to release those emotions. I am hearing pain and lots of it, only know that, you are not alone. So many others are going through, the very same thing as you. So connect to others going through difficult times- for they too may need some words of encouragement from you. When we help another, we likewise help ourselves, even much more.
In Light, Aware3