Should I live or should I die Sometimes I just want to get high Why bother to try It's like you want to touch the sky Knowing you can't fly So are u on my side Now that your in for the ride It's to late to hide All you can do is lie And watch while I walk by I can no longer stand still Like kids on a fire drill I'm down to my last pill And I'm ready to kill Nothing makes sense This is to intense I got a good offense But no defense Somebody start the Violence I'm swerving and I ain't got no license but I don't stop for cops Im a criminal till I drop And now I say goodbye I gave it a last try It's Impossible to me like a happy sigh Waiting for a good sign It's not a good time to be alive No cpr no self revive this is my final farewell I know no heaven and I know no hell So where will I go when they ring that final bell It's hard to tell Cause I have no soul to sell With no God to believe in I lost all reason Treat this like treason Or an infected lesion Approach with caution And take a small portion Before this gets blown out of proportion I must go Part of me is screaming no But it's to late I already decided my fate And now I'm full of lead But This isn't a day to dread It's a day for new love to spread I am no longer human I am dead Anxiety grows as I wait I can't turn back it's to late I was hooked now I'm the bait I'm already the next statistic You think I must be sadistic I'm ready for the end Their nothing left to mend It's time for me to transcend And I didn't rise or descend My mind is no longer restricted by my body I'm free this is more then a hobby Do you copy Its been a fight like karate Hit hard like s tsunami I am the Devine wind kamikaze when I lived I was a zombie Never got attention no paparazzi As I say my final words in silence I leave this world disembodied In life I had no guidance In death I showed defiance
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Posted: Mar 2015
About this poem:
Well this poem is really carried on it's more llike a mix between a poem and a rap it's about life's troubles and death
I do appreciate everyone's comments on their opinions of my poems
beautifulyouNew York, USAMar 23, 2015
hello Rockstar you words are very direct as will i be.
it's hard to tell if you're really looking for supportive comments on this poem/rap or if you're looking for permission to kill yourself or others.
so, what are you seeking?
Spinoza66Wexford, IrelandMar 23, 2015
Rockstar you have a real talent....and there are enough dead poets already ..... you should check out an english hip hop - rapper called scroobius pip....
beautifulyouNew York, USAMar 23, 2015
hello Rock i just send you a message about your poem i was very worried about you i deeply appreciate your response here ty, truly so, truly so
@ Spinoza- thank you I'm glad u liked it and I'll be sure to check out that rapper as soon as I get a chance also like I said to beautifulyou although I might sound sucidal it's my way of relieving stress
socrates44San Fernando, Trinidad and TobagoMar 24, 2015
Your life experiences, as stated in your profile, are likely to be stress-inducing. I am happy for you if your poetry relieves your stress, as you say, and I hope it helps you to experience genuine transcendence (as stated in the title) in dealing with your stress. All the best to you!
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you words are very direct as will i be.
it's hard to tell if you're really looking for supportive comments on this poem/rap or if you're looking for permission to kill yourself or others.
so, what are you seeking?
i just send you a message about your poem
i was very worried about you
i deeply appreciate your response here
ty, truly so, truly so
and I hope it helps you to experience genuine transcendence (as stated in the title) in dealing with your stress. All the best to you!
something appart from politko and good manners !