With every ‘goodbye’ you learn that letting go is easier said With every letting go it gets easier, or harder, depending on how your heart was feeling as you opened your eyes that morning
You learn the subtle difference between ‘soldiering on” …and how it feels to collapse inside you learn that ‘defeat’ is not a word you want in your head today
You learn that endurance is fortifying and that pain is only a visitor she will stop coming to knock at your door when you no longer need her
You learn, and keep on learning until one day you realise that you no longer need lessons that the light at the end of the tunnel even though .... just a speck is getting brighter and brighter and that all is as it should be.
I should be saying 'hello' after an absence 3-4 years. I am back though and was inspired to put pen to paper once again. Reflecting on the 'letting go' process we all have to learn to do in life.
Comments (2)
Nicki..
How beautifully written this is.
Some lessons in life are 'very hard in the learning', and this perhaps is the hardest of all.
"You learn the subtle difference between ‘soldiering on”
…and how it feels to collapse inside"...WOW...!!!!
Thank you for sharing.
Mady