I do not understand it either
I only know you loved me
No matter how many people
Since then, have done their best
To reassure me it was not so.
You weren’t there in the cold dawn
Warm arms wrapped around me.
It was not your voice I heard
As I staggered to the window
Eyes swollen from grief and loss
I try, I really try to forget
How it was for us
Lying in your soft arms
with overflowing love
Almost breaking out of my chest
The feelings were so intense.
Grey sky, lashing rains
Wash away all my tears
Give me back the power to trust again
Alleviate all of my fears.