My Heart

I am the mess of clouds form in your wake,
I am the laughter, you mistake.
Such vibrant colors behold a life forsaken to make.
All in front, in a flash.
Hands quivering, lips trembling, eyes like waterfalls.
A loss is so lost, soul shattered.
Broken and falls lifeless.
Upon the cracked ruby walls.
I am the voice spoken within the halls.
Eyes filled with nothing more but a hollowed shell.
Encased with memories, is that the sound of bones breaking.
Or a heart quaking, giving its last thump.
white roses becoming a darker shade.
The rotting, wilting ashes.
Of a foundation crumbling, here and gone.
I dream at long last of life misunderstood.
Decaying to time.
The vast open range, to be reborn upon an endless cycle.
Bittersweet and true a life forgotten.
Making, taking, breaking, forsaking, A form of Waking.
A fragile heart shattered in two.
Death shall consume.
A woe of utter despair, in the air.
I held all I hold dear.
To lose it all, within a reality dreamlike shape.
Fear over a dream, only nightmares to appear.
Such is fate, left my heart to break.
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Posted: Jun 2017
About this poem:
I was in a relationship, for a good amount of time, when she left me my world fell, no matter how I felt it decayed.
I even went to such lengths of suicide, but as I'm here, I assume i wasn't meant to end, but my feelings were shattered and so am I.

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lovecanbereal
Don't do it mate. You will only get reborn again. Make the best of this life, in the time that is left to you. Seek support, if you need it; from your Dr, or whomever. Also remember, my friend, that there are plenty of fish in the Sea - take care...
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It is good that you let out your feelings on here, that is the first step. Break-up is very painful, your heart is torn apart. You must lift yourself up again as time goes along. Grieving is a process but not the end of the world. You are a unique person and surely you will find a person that will love you for who you are.
Beautiful but sad writing your words. You have been blessed because not everyone can love as you have.Take care, my friend, many of us here have gone through your pain. teddybear SM
godsprincessonline today!
What a tender gentle soul you are. Somewhere out there is another tender gentle female soul who is meant for you. For her sake - please take each day as it comes and if you have faith with our Father in Heaven - know that there is a reason you went through this heartache - for He must have a greater true and everlasting love planned for you. Take care.

Kathy hug teddybear
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