I hope to survive the pain from my latest traumatic moment in life
being told "I'm not in love with you anymore" cut deeper than any knife
Immediately after she uttered those words my world turned pitch Black
when I reluctantly handed her my heart I never wanted it given back

Every day heartrending sadness inside doesn't let me forget she's gone
I still spend nights on my porch swing drowning in sorrow until dawn
On me the mentally and emotionally abusive relationship took a huge toll
I'm convinced nothing or no-one can revive my irreparably shattered soul

Treating women too good is absolutely conducive to them becoming an Ex
their is NO remedy to keep relationships from turning into train wrecks
Much sooner than later I need the amount of missing us to reach none
some mornings my tear-stained pillow proves dreams of her aren't done

I still badly miss and love the woman who was so vile to me
some stem's from returning to being alone where I hate to be
"THIS HURT WON'T HEAL" which can impede moving ahead
the overwhelming ache will be affecting my heart right up to dead