BITTER SWEET PILL

I walk peacefully
alongside her, that was me.
Pondering where I should be,
or should i say she?

Our paths split so long ago.
Was it impossible this dream
to join again, it seemed
a journey fraught with fear.

I see her shadow in the water.
does she want the same?
Is she game
to try again?

I did shout in anger at her,
in the splitting, all those years ago.
I challenged her "be gone, go".
the shadow disappeared oh so slow.

Was I wrong
to cut the threads
of myself, my fears, my dreads?
I sigh in peace holding shadows in my head.
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Posted: Jun 2017
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SHADOWS IN MY HEAD or BITTER SWEET PILL ????

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godsprincessonline today!
Wish I could cut the threads of my shadow at times - to be free of the haunting what if and what should I do, etc., etc. Sounds as though you have more peace in your life for shedding that part of yourself.

Kathy teddybear
Redex
thank you for reading and comment. True i am a peaceful body but one never forgets the past even in a shadow.
freehand
the past is a bear. i feel it
Redex
thanks free, all a learning curve for me at least and still curving grin
freehand
as long as we can learn. that is the most valuable ability.
niah9
shadows seem to be memories for me, and I have move on so much in my life including countries and then districts...but some things mean a lot to me...and parting with them would be difficult....but sometimes, necessary as I am having to accept.......
You certainly made us think Redex......and like you, I seem to swap ocean for forest......but can feel alone in a city, yet notso much in isolation.......Kathycheering
Redex
Kathy yes that rings true for me too, yes in a crowd can be a lonely place, alone in nature itself is a warm grounding peaceful place.
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