The light is growing less now.
It's getting dark now.
If only I knew how to deal with this right now.
The walls are closing in fast.
Reminding me of my lonely past.
That nothing I ever had would ever last.
The darkness is always pulling me in.
And every night this is where I have been.
And this is where my nightmare begins.
I close my eyes to hold back the pain.
That is pressing down on my brain.
It hits so hard like a f*cking train.
I think I'm better off just going insane.
Because here in this darkness it's always black rain.
Soon I will panic I just do it's automatic.
Can't breathe I need a medic.
It's so bad I get a headache.
I think I'll lay down now.
And hopefully I will pass out.
Otherwise I begin to shout. That I have no doubt.
It's getting light now.
The dark is less now.
This is where the night ends.
And it all starts over