Losing my true love culminated this March third
since that day from she not one word
I still helplessly think about her every day
wishing she'd call just to see if I'm okay

Desire to find another someone no longer there
I crave Coitus but arduous process I can't bare
Getting divorced crushed my heart and soul
throughout mental abuse I somehow kept control

Her effortless cruelty stupefied like never before
I can't allow such ruthless disrespect anymore
'Time heal's' more synonymous with false than true
misery this Diabla inflicted won't let me escape blue

'Vows' have no meaning in present reality
fidelity decoupled from human mentality
People can't help lusting that much I know
confusing it with love reason you end-up solo