I am the definition of insanity
My Love for you keeps throwing me into the flames yet I keep running back into your arms, hoping something has changed ....
Nothing Ever Changes, We continue to run around in this endless circle,

Me: Lost & Confused, Hurting inside, tears on the outside, running down my face
You: Laughing, telling jokes, happy in your love, clueless that I'm in pain, caused by you.... Can't seem to explain....

Here we are, so many years later, so many tears I've cried, so much my heart has been through.... All For You and You have no clue that I've died!!! You swear you love me but Only in words!!! Only in Your words!!!!

How can you say you love me when all I do, upsets you
How can you say you love me and say such mean and hateful Words??? Your Love is insanity.... That is so clear to me..... And Yet...

I've made excuses, so many excuses for the way You've been treating me.... Excuses as to why I return to allow more pain to come from you....

You have broken my Dreams of You, of Us .... You've broken me. I was already broken when you met me, swore you'd fix me..... I was the one trying so hard, dying so hard to fix You...

Insanity, The Definition Of insanity is Me here now, still hurting as I try to keep my distance from you, while finding myself falling for it All, All over again.... Over again

So tired of feeling broken and dead watching you live like nothing has ever happened.... Listening as You Tell me you love me!!!! Swearing I've hurt you just as much as you have me!!!
If that were so true, Why am I always the one with tears in my eyes and scars on my heart..... Tell me.... Why am I the one with tears in my eyes and scars on my heart and you seem to prance around careless and free....

That's what insanity is.... Insanity is this crazy little dance you & I seem to share .... I give you my all and you take everything ..

I Am The Definition Of Insanity!!! Over and over and over again
I am the definition of Insanity...
Insanity is Me.....

*Fireless Firefly*