Loving Hugs
R NOT happening

But I can Dream right?
Dreams take effort to come to a true Real Reality to fruition to see them manifested!
Vs. Fiction
of Mr. Not Wonderful because
Only Mr. Wonderful
Will land on my acceptable
Dance Card of Life!
Do Dreams come true?
Someday Gods Grace
Will reward me w the luxury Grace of a Gentleman not a scammer in anyway?

Hugs are a Luxury 4 a duet of two blended souls in contentment
Smiles grins giggles ear to ear
Never take them for granted
So dear
Hands that are near
To caress w tenderness
to cure lonely souls to contentment
Hearts that soar to sing
Caress his back
Broad & wide
His Broad shoulders
By your side
Bi-ceps strong as horse
His lumberjack chest
Envelops you in his strong arms
His flannel plad shirt
Soft of course
His muscular arms
To protect u and guide
His heart mine
Oh my ...
Mmmm ...
You snuggle
Mmmm great!
Mr Wonderful!

He's A keeper
A sleeper
So you "once" thought
No more
That snores like
The Giant Goliath
On his back
With every inhale & exhale
No bed side manners ...
Ugh!
He lost the priveledge
Of being in my bed
My Love nest
I got no rest
You woke me up
Every 1-3 seconds ugh!
I could clock it on my watch
One thousand one two three
Snore like a grizzly bear
Go live in a cave
not with me you Don't!
After 6 months
I had to kick u out of my
King size bed
To the guest room
Sleep deprivation
Was killing my brain
Or go insane

You moaned like a bear
When You ate
I asked him do u have claws?
His voice of an angel on earth
Sent from the heavens above
More handsome than Brad Pitt
I so use to think
No more!
Dances in rhythm
His laughter exhuberent like a happy child
Strong like an ox
Use to be
When he pouts
It stings like a bee
Don't take it out on me
His beard
Snuggles to warm & soothe
On a cold winters day
Of minus ten
In the den
No more

my Secret Santa
Placing my stocking
By the tree
With only loving arms for me
No more

my Darling
Placing our Anniversary
Twin Maple trees
in the back yard
to become atone
For eternity
Only in my dreams

You are my one & only
My hopes you will be
To Love me Indefitely
W unlimited abundant
Undieing bliss
I wish you the best
affection to eternity
In my dreams

By the
Tree
I hope he always
Leaves room in his heart for
Only Me
In my dreams

The above is part of my previous experience of life
To a failed friendship
Of not enough care nor effort
And part Dream
A smidgen of a single thread of hope is not enough to hold on to
A woman needs more to hold than a telephone (Reba)

Of change of what I'd like to see become a reality
I have given a zillion %
If a man can't or won't put forth effort work Grace than we have nothing in common for him to see my face
Nor kiss my lips
Nor get me to reciprocate
How could I possibly
Consider a Dud
Can't Detonate
Failure to Launch!
No Way Hosea!
NOT happening!
Done never again!
A waste of my time!
Very Bad Investment
I need my man
Present not Absent!
Good looks are not not enough far from it!
Teamwork is much more than the touch
It's way far beyond commitment
It's daily living loving learning day in day out
Keep on trucking baby!
You can move North
I'm moving South
To warmer greener pastures!
Rachael_0622