Nice to see you again in a good mood
after such a long journey
Wanted to have prepared so much to impress you,
didn´t manage any of it, you´re not interested anyway
Shagged all over the place and ate well
All suffering is forgotten,
All pain, all torment endured in vain for nothing,
All nonsense phantasies to lay your life more bearable
Blocked soul and drive
cracked and crumbled in harsh reality
full of unknown negative thoughts
Killing positive feelings with blind trust