Alone and desperate for a change in my life I lost myself looking for something I never hoped to find…
Loosing all hope I kept on my quest, searching, browsing this life for a partner to give meaning to it
As my faith in this life faded away, as all dreams where being thrown out the window
As nightmares started to fill up all my nights, and I started again to wish for my own demise
As I wished to vanish without a trace, to leave nothing behind and simply forget all and bury my pain together with me
As the darkness slowly possessed all that I was
I saw a light coming out of nowhere
I find someone so far away from me, yet so much like me!
I could not believe…
I can’t believe it to be true…
Then we talked, we shared life experiences, we saw common likings, common pains and sorrows, a shared past, a shared present, event though miles away…
I only dream to meet you one day, to share the joy it would be to have you next to me.
To show you the world with a smile, to make you dream, live and explode in a smile that will change the way we both see the world.
To share hope’s and dreams, to live dreams, to make hope come to life in events that none of us will ever forget…
To be, to see, to feel to share and conquer each other heart with love, desire, passion, affection, caring, comprehension and a touch of lust to spice it up…
To give to take to share, to be as one, to have no secrets no fears, no regrets and the power to face the universe together with such a strength that god himself would fear being replaced by such a feeling of love and caring.
To heal you’r pain and sorrow would be fixing my own, to make you feel like the world was your’s to take my deepest desire, to have you cuddling me at night while slowly I passed my fingers through you hairs loosing myself sailing through your eyes…
You made me dream once again, you lighted a shining supernova inside my soul, you made me write again with feelings I though I would never write of again… You gave me hope! I just wish we can make it real one day!
God has forgotten me for quite a while now, I’m not hopping, I’m not praying, I’m not wishing, I’m begging for him to listen to this words and know as I do that they are true and give me one more time, just one more time, please, a hand in making a miracle real…
Light’s come and go, but every feeling I had is kept deep in my soul and never forgot, I just wish this time I have a chance to have it forever…
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João Henrique da Silva Nunes Jales Ribeiro @ 1:35 – 3/5/2010

P.S."The dream stated is vanished and gone and once again leaded nowhere but to loneliness and a it's share or pain"