Another work day comes and goes, and everything remains almost the same.
Another work day comes and goes, and I thank god I have something to distract me from my lonelyness till the weekend comes.
The the weekend comes, we have small insignificant parties that takes us nowere, yet we enjoy them like if they were something we’ve never had. Nothing changes once again… Everything remains the same, and I keep looking for the same thing, you…
I wish again that finaly I have you near me, that time passes at the speed of light till the day you join me, and then it should stop, or pass slower than a snail for us to enjoy it as long as we can…
What is this feeling that took over me, that made me smile and laugh again? Is it because you we’re there when I really needed you attention? Is it because we want the same things from life? Or is it because all of that and a lot more… I can only know when I have you, if I have you…
And again time passes slowly, and I write once more, it always hurts to start to write, but it feels so good to do so, to have feelings to tell about, to seem them flow throught words like a river that never reaches the sea but yet it’s always there…
And my soul Is live again, what started with a scream the almost made me deaf is now as sweet as honey and let’s me be alive and have a reason to live… Only a few hours passed since that scream yet it feels like a month as passed… It’s so good to write…
And another work day as just started and I have a bit of time for myself, just enough to write a few more words on this blog that is a mirror of myself to the world, showing everything I am now, good or bad… Just like it is…
I’m not ashamed of myslef, I’m proud of my principles, and I shall stick to them like I did once and simply forget all the times I tryed to live by somebodyelses rules that only brought me pain and lonelyness…
Sticking to principles aint easy, and may just hurt you even more, but at least you’ll believe in something…


João Henrique da Silva Nunes Jales Ribeiro @ 12:37 – 28/07/2008