Running away …. Running away!!!
That’s all I’ve been doing!!
You promised me so much,
But it all just burst into flames.
Like my burning soul , I cry out in sorrow!
Destroy me, let me rest.
Don’t let each day bring more suffering.
STOP IT!!! SAVE ME!!!
I’ve always stood by you!!
Loved you complete and to the edge,
And in the end you just tipped me over!
I’m falling, the darkness is welcoming.
The pain turns to needles driving their way through my head!!!!
INSANITY!!!!!
Help me……
And a small empty voice answers,
“you don’t need it.. your broken, empty, and you have been dead before you got here”
“ now just let go “
My soul seems to float away,
My very existence is erased…
I’m pleased now, the hell was my earth… and the real life… is my second journey….
With opened arms I will embrace you.