Palindrome Poems (9)

As a kid I get exited whenever I get the news from my parent that we are going on a vacation or any trip that will lead to exploring the galaxy and the restless race of traveler’s heart before the journey begins, when anxiety and anticipation are tangled together; the nervous feeling before undertaking a journey always hit me like never before. Growing up, I still feel hunted and engage with the same nightmare and restless race of how my journey will end up.
The joy of being able to say “to hell with it” pave way to an intense and irresistible desire for freedom listening to directions and then walking off and promptly learning how to heal as I advance in age.
I realize the tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it whether through envy or pity or simple foreignness which allows it to drift away from the rest of your life story, until the memory itself feels out of place, almost mythical, wandering restlessly in the fog, no longer even looking for a place to land.
I guess this is just me having another nightmare that will always hunt me as long as I have breathe in my lungs... Don't be scared to dream because that's the time you feel human...

I hope I didn't waste your time???
Be free to let us know your trip anxiety.

My forgetter's getting better
But my rememberer is broke
To you that may seem funny
But, to me, that is no joke.

For when I'm 'here' I'm wondering
If I really should be 'there'
And, when I try to think it through,
I haven't got a prayer!

Often times I walk into a room,
Say "what am I here for?"
I wrack my brain, but all in vain
A zero, is my score.

At times I put something away
Where it is safe, but, Gee!
The person it is safest from
Is, generally, me!

When shopping I may see someone,
Say "Hi" and have a chat,
Then, when the person walks away
I ask myself, "who was that?"

Yes, my forgetter's getting better
While my rememberer is broke,
And it's driving me plumb crazy
And that isn't any joke.

I was just here sitting infront of my computer
Looking searching surfing swiveling my chair
never thought to fall in Love again.

Here comes a pop up requesting a chat
I accepted but It was just as usual
we exchange e-mail at the end
still never thought to fall in Love again.

Days gone by and we chat rare
He appear on webcam I start to stare
Never thought to fall in Love again.

we joked, laughed and fought online
we seems sensitive and fine
at the end he sent the word with underline
I didn't believed he fall in Love online.

I start to miss him day and night
He kept saying I Love You everynight
I couldn't deny I fall in Love onsight.

We were so apart I wished God to help me
to let me know if it is illusion or dream
wished to be near him and hold him
found my empty arms everynight the same
I never thought to fall in Love again.

we had a lot to tell and a lot to share
we had a lot to enjoy and a lot to care
I took him as mine and nearly came to declare,
unfortunatly
we fought to the last the reason I coundn't share

My heart was bleeding I missed him so
my thoughts flew my eyes crying also
What can I do just to leave him offline message?
eventhough it was his fault, I lost the first advantage.

Blames shut out and things sorted out
his Love locked inside my heart
ButI moved on at last.

Becoz of you~
I am hurt and want to cry~
Becoz of you~
I dont want to live~
I want to die
Becoz of you~
I wish I never met you
I felt a hurt I never knew
Becoz of You~
I fell deeply in-love~
Now I cry to God above
Becoz of you~
I leave the past behind~
Becoz of you~
I lost my mind
Becoz of you~
I must say goodbye~
Am turning away~
So you cant see me cry...

i would build my own rocket and fly it to your deepest saddness just to fill you with bliss and joy,for you i"d die.i would fight on the frontline in every war just so that your wishs would come true when you look to the sky and see shooting stars.i would travel beyond the point of no return to keep you from pain and harm,even if it ment that you would find peace and love in someone else"s arms.

"Dont marry a person to whom you can live with"

But

"Marry a person to whom you cannot live without"

"Friendship often ends in love.....
But
love in friendship never..."

This passion I feel in my heart something so deep
It's your love that I feel which prevents me to weep
It's a thought in my head that I know we both feel
A feeling inside, a dream at night that becomes real

When I was little I may have dreamed of a fairytale
Sometime to hold, to fall in a love so pure with a male
And as I reached out for someone; you came along
In front of you I didn't know whether to feel weak or strong

I can see our future each second I look into your eyes
And each second I look deeper it helps me come to realize
I don't need to wish any more because I have my love
And I don't need to ask for anyone better from above

I used to ask from anyone to have someone to trust
Theres nothing else more I want in this love between us
I have all I need in front of me; my angel, my life
Now my only hope is to one day become your wife

Every touch of your hand every kiss on my lips
I don't want to change anything, just want it like this
And I could write a million poems dedicated to you
Cause you're my everything; I hope I'm yours too

As Christmas time comes once again
we think of family and recall old friends.

Our thoughts turn to feasting and presents to give
of time spent rejoycing and the good life we live.

But not of the person who is cold and alone.
Who now has no family or a place to call home.

Who is thankful to find a warm place to sleep.
And in one small pack all their possessions can keep.

Who while we are singing, toasting all near and far
lay shivering in alleys or perhaps an old car.

Men, Women and Children are all in this plight,
who dread each new day and fear each new night.

While God and His Angels look down from above.
Wondering what happened to His gift of LOVE.