You make plans for the future..you're so convinced you're going to do great things...travel...meet your soulmate and then life slaps you in the face and wakes you up from your pipe dreams :(
You have to put it behind you...you are letting both of them win...while they are enjoying the festive season miserable. You have to rediscover the way you felt as a child at this time of year....channel those feelings you once had...re,ember the anticipation of waking up to find stockings full of treats and presents under the Christmas tree
I know what you mean, I am going out with a friend tonight...don't know why I bother....she will sit and talk about herself all night. I have given up trying to see anything about the way I am feeling.
Johnwain I totally agree with you...definitely a reflection of today's lifestyle...people don't connect face to face anymore...we seem so much more comfortable reaching out through electronic media to goal strangers. It is bizarre but I this is the first time In years I have actually felt lime a real person in fact not since my husband died.
Being alone and feel in alone are too very different states of being. I seem to be surrounded by self centered people, totally obsessed with themselves. They talk to me or should I say at me and when I try to talk to them, really talk to them...their eyes glaze over and you can literally see them switch off.
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Life is what happens when you're busy making other
Seriously though this is so true...I wonder how many people end up where they had planned to go in their lives.
I certainly didn't expect to be on my own and having to start over again after losing everything.
It's frightening having no one to turn to when life is so hard. I miss the hugs most of all.