No time to waste feeling sorry for myself... mustered up some courage... found more strenght within, felt greatful for things I had and stopped focusing on what I didn't have... Was kind to myself again and will keep plodding along,
I am feeling forced to deal with the negative things in me that I don't like... It's causing me alot of self hatred If I could just be a better person, I would smile again... I'm trying
Inoyu, making decisions for my life and trying to keep focus. Just so down in the dumps, my heart is heavy. I may have faked it all this time with positive attitude, when am I going to make it? I know I need to be patient... I am still trying but I feel so tired, It seems so hard
Dedovix, the man with a plan... attention span of a flea. What? Is chocolate some miracle cure for emotional pain? I have expressed myself a little here, to be creative helps... thank you for your comments and insight
Ken, can't be that bad... I didn't feel ready to meet my twin, the relationship is exhausting and forces alot of introspection... He keeps saying "have you looked in the mirror lately?" lol Trouble is, I'm tired of looking at myself so candidly every day "in the mirror" (not literaly), then looking at him and seeing myself some more, Pppppft! truly just feel like running away most of the time, it is too intense.
I understand that most people are unable to make reference to the topic, but feel free to make comments anyway
Happy, soul mate is something different. "Twin Flames also known as Twin Souls, or Twin Rays are literally the other half of our soul. We all have only ONE twin flame that we share the blueprint of spiritual energy with. Eons ago, Source (God) wanted to expand the universe to increase the experience of Love. Source, like all other existence is made from both masculine and feminine energy and split these two counterparts down the middle. Each half contained both gender energies and split in half again and again into many many multitudes of itself. These fragments are our individual souls and each have an identicle half in the opposite gender frequency.
The two halves of the Twin Flame Whole reincarnate on earth many times and often lead very different lives. As they learn to increase love in their being, both self love and love for others, they begin to become whole within their separate selves. Through developing this unconditional love and accepting their spiritual path, they begin to Join back together with an increased love. Through being separate, they learn to depend on themselves and therefore become a stronger unit of love when they Join back together"
Viking, Yes... Good morning The sun is shining but still very cool on my side of the world Still have to use our winter woolies here in South Africa But I too hve noticed some very brave peeps on here that don't feel the cold at all Perhaps my next blog should be a fund raiser blog...
I'm guessing that you are enjoying some warmer weather now in your beautiful part of the world? I am looking forward to spring... my toes are freezing
Happy, nice to see you on blogs again "Choco-Chick" I may be wrong but I get the impression that you are on some sort of amazing & healthy eating plan Love the pic
Most ladies that have them, use concealer to hide them, I think they look beautiful and should be shown off in a proud way. I call them "sun kisses" My little girl has them too, looks cute
Hans, your questions and answers done in such a precise and neat layout Must be a bit of a perfectionist. "Crimson and clover... over and over" Was that a song by "Ben Dover"?
NotMissTaken, thanks for your answers Bad internet connection, of course that is a good one, totally agree... slow computers are also awful. I am one of those kids that didn't want to be a doctor, well... not a people doctor anyway
Lachi, nice to see you again too Haven't been on blogs in a while, so not sure what Ham blogged, sorry if similar, suppose we can say great minds think alike. Oh! yes... Apple pie sounds so yummy An army officer? Sounds good... I wanted to be a Herpatologist or a horse-rider (some equestrian occupation, since I was horse mad) Landed up working in an office instead, lol
Nice to see you here Itchy Ah! Funny Itchy, like your pet peeve.. agree with you on that. Get flowers sent on here with "Just to let you know I am thinking of you and that I care" from pure strangers guess they just like the look of me
You are special with all those "sun kisses" seems after asking that q, very few people have any
I must have been out of it at shezzana's darling dunno, but don't remember it too well... Will never forget Sarya's party Frank was barman, making all the ladies coctails, remember We've had lots of fun you and I, and enjoyed teasing the shirtless men on here, often offering to send them a T-shirt in the mail
RE: Don't let them fool ya
Wow! Dedovix, enjoyed your blogIsn't it just amazing what make-up can do? possibly even a bit of botox and photoshop
wonderful transformations
You should see what some other ladies or even celebrities look like without make-up, can be really scary stuff