lgs...thanks for the info, though I don't want to take another loan out when I already have one in deferment for the moment. Not one to usually bite off more than I can chew.
Market, you do what you can for the moment...if anything I give you credit because not only are you working but as a volunteer, you do it for free to help others, I admire you for that
oh firas lol you don't know me well dear........I would never hurt myself or just give up. I'm quite strongwilled and stubborn. No worries.....eventually I'm sure I will figure something out...just in the meantime a bit of venting suits me just fine
First of all, I am at the cheapest hotel I could possibly find and it drains my weekly paycheck of all I've earned with the exception of what's set aside for food, therefore, leaving no money left to save to put a down payment for an apartment. Just the amount to put down for an apartment around here is usually one months security and first and last month....average rent being 800-900 a month so down payment would be close to 3000 just to move in. ....and yes, I have been looking online for apartments to rent from the moment I get home from work to the moment I go to bed..checking different rental websites and classifieds for something.. and yes, I have been looking into foreclosed homes, yet again....a large down payment is required and I'm able to afford a rent or a mortgage but it's the down payment that kills me when I can't save up because all I earn goes to the hotel and food. All I was asking from the government was a housing voucher to cover the downpayment...had no intentions on living off of the state, just some initial help to get started. There is nothing wrong with needing assistance from the state to help you get started, it's called helping someone help themselves....where the problem lies is with those you take advantage. There is a difference.
hi ru....just taking things one step at a time .... it's frustrating at times though...just 2 years ago, I had a very comfortable income and a beautiful place and just recently things have fallen apart and now I have nothing, so I have to rebuild from ground zero. Going to take a lot of time and patience
Firas...........many people have. Which makes it hard to come by good friends these days....I have a very small handful in RL that have known me since childhood that I can actually trust. Thanks, you too
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Jack.....speedos, maybe?