Lukeon, I dont know, evil has forced me into the worst of worst places, and made me live the life, I dont want. No, sheep farmers are the worst. they dont have feelings. so Im surrounded by those type people, and they just take and do what they like, control. own, and have the mentality that any outsider is one of their laborer migrants. and if they cant make you that, then drive you out, and make sure you leave everything behind.
overseas, was also in a situation, having to try adapt to being with simplistic people.
this was all because, I didnt have the money to have my own private space to study. although, I kept studying at every opportunity. then when I came back, I needed somewhere cheap to stay, so I could study further,
but, now Im ready for a proper web job or something, but, now I have to forget about all this knowledge, and try get out the country again, just because I have insight and know our fete.
so, back to square one, and loosing everything. and 20 + years older. thats my story.
catfoot, you made your money, Im sure, its retirement isnt it. but anyhow, I cant recover, my programming cant in another country I dont think, thats if I can get out.
and to know, I have to leave things here in thieves hands, and cant get my revenge, after them being so cruel. knowing my neighbour is going to steal this old place aswell, and there is nothing I can do about it.
I just dont have rights against her, nobody as ever won against her, and everybody is frightened of her power now.
I mean she steals and takes right infront of everybody now, cause she knows she can. if you put someone in to look after, she just terrorizes them to get out, and takes over everything. owns and destroys who she wants.
law doesnt touch her. she kills, even tells police who to take out. she blackmailes, bankrupts everyone around her, just for fun, sends people to invade yourspace. you just got know rights.
she even called the police on me today. nearly got arrested. she just made up stuff. and of course , I knew , she pays them , so they will take her side.
I mean this is power. and she is head of the church the adviser for social development or something.
she even asks my girlfriend to steal my identity etc, so she can do crime. but, the system makes her a saint. unbelievable.
Understand you. thats always been my prediction, trying to do what I want in impossible circumstances, but not practical for environment etc. too stubborn aswell. should have got out long ago and just think survival mode, not goal or dream mode in impossible situations.
oh ye, you pisces, will get your password, as they are in charge there. see M....... who is pisces, is now going to be in charge of JSE. Guess thats the end of SA.
Minerva had one or educational interesting blogs. had one a while back, about, humaroids, half human, half robot soldiers, programmed by programmers with a micro chip in their head.
also, human intervention, big machines in US. will control weather patterns, human thoughts, life, volcanoes, ocean movements etc, by using the energy fields of the earth.
humans already gone missing all over U.. they just dissappear. think they experimenting maybe. but, Its best I know nothing, but the truth is always hidden.
sorry Butterflies, its ki, not chi, ki is different from chi. and it Hara, Mishen, Mishen is empty mind, Must be amazing to get into empty mind, and not be effected by people around you. just like switch off, when in a stressful situation.
ok butterflie, what Ive learnt about chi, is that, you breath from the stomach, not the lungs. and you go into 4 phases.
you sit on a chair, back up straight, legs crossed, and palms crossed over upper thighs, while going through the phases of breathing and putting your mind in the diagrams.
second phase, is a empty circle, where you empty the mind. They call this combat mode, before a warrior goes into battle. think the third diagram is a circle with a little arrow on outside facing upwards.
then third or fourth phase is earth phase or something.
I think its called mia, shishen, mishen and something. but maybe this is just a tiny part of chi.
also other things, like to protect yourself, hug a tree, for spiritual healing etc.
I think its called mia, shishen, mishen and something. but maybe this is just a tiny part of chi.
ok butterflie, what Ive learnt about chi, is that, you breath from the stomach, not the lungs. and you go into 4 phases.
you sit on a chair, back up straight, legs crossed, and palms crossed over upper thighs, while going through the phases of breathing and putting your mind in the diagrams.
second phase, is a empty circle, where you empty the mind. They call this combat mode, before a warrior goes into battle. think the third diagram is a circle with a little arrow on outside facing upwards.
then third or fourth phase is earth phase or something.
I think its called mia, shishen, mishen and something. but maybe this is just a tiny part of chi.
also other things, like to protect yourself, hug a tree, for spiritual healing etc.
I think its called mia, shishen, mishen and something. but maybe this is just a tiny part of chi.
Butterflies, that is the power of born in november. cause november people can change personality at will, if have enough space and privacy to do so. I have cured myself of many illnesses, just when they starting.
I truelly believe in this. I truelly believe, if you can combat stress, negative forces, and put only good organic things in your body, and exercise, your health can greatly improve.
so tell me more about chi. I only know little about it, but did break some bricks with my hands, by using energy force and breathing techniques.
yes, the doctors are often confused themselves to human behaviour. what works for one, doesnt mean it works for another.
Stop drinking though, its not good for your health, and it doesnt take the problems away. Take up a spiritual hobby maybe, that will empty the mind for brief periods, like chinese martial arts and chi maybe.
Leo, yes, Jesus was always persecuted. maybe you and him were born in the same month.
No, they jealous, jealousy is what makes the world go round. if the world was fair, there would be no wars. without wars, the planet wouldnt beable to sustain itself. over population. God made it that way. that people must be in conflict. The war starts down here,.
running overseas is very stressfull. your have a heart attack and die probably, cause you told me you had a health problem before, was in hospital or something.
stay here and take the bullet like man, if your lucky.
I did try leave long ago already, but they held onto my assets. and then I couldnt get the financials in place. sabotage etc.
and my last thing, I thought, oh well. leave the assets, and just do a runner with nothing, but with a backpack.
but then surprise. Passport only needed renewing, and I had no control over that authorisation.
so, I saw all this long ago. new exactly what R....... and z were upto. especially with physicological manipulation on media etc.
but, sometimes one can see the future, and ones destiny but cant do a thing about it.
so, I know why the poor cow or sheep panics and tries to run off a farm now and then. that is the one with intuition, well the rest of the heard sleeps and eats.
But, maybe Im missing something here, heard a word arms embargo or deal on news, that some politicians were denying or something. but, didnt really listen. maybe that is the final warning whistle.
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Lukeon, I dont know, evil has forced me into the worst of worst places, and made me live the life, I dont want.No, sheep farmers are the worst. they dont have feelings. so Im surrounded by those type people, and they just take and do what they like, control. own, and have the mentality that any outsider is one of their laborer migrants. and if they cant make you that, then drive you out, and make sure you leave everything behind.
overseas, was also in a situation, having to try adapt to being with simplistic people.
this was all because, I didnt have the money to have my own private space to study. although, I kept studying at every opportunity.
then when I came back, I needed somewhere cheap to stay, so I could study further,
but, now Im ready for a proper web job or something, but, now I have to forget about all this knowledge, and try get out the country again, just because I have insight and know our fete.
so, back to square one, and loosing everything. and 20 + years older.
thats my story.