I agree with La Fonda. Many have a lot of emotional baggage unfortunately and they're likely to attract someone who has as much as them..or maybe more even!
Maybe you can ask the mods to remove ALL your blogs and threads under other names?But then, this is saying, in other words, that you have been changing profile names for the last 5 years.
I'm happy for you Merc because noone really knows their reason...and the path they're on? The main thing is that you accepted their decisions and made peace with them...in your heart.
I agree with Fay here...long story with paragraphs are easier to read.
I don't know what to suggest for boredom if you're a truck driver?
I realise you are constantly on the move and it makes it difficult for you to make friends or even take up some hobbies if you're never in one place for any length of time.
All I can suggest is for you to take a break and go and see some counsellor of some kind? Talk to some people ?
RE: Face to Face with the creator
I think I've already got all the answers to my questions.Maybe I'd say to it...Well done...now I'm out of this game for eternity.