Could have been you made her as your ideal women that made you kept checking if the next one got the kind of your ideal. But it actually different to women, it dont totally on the physical looks attraction but in some of its personality and presence that miss the most and look forward to wanted to have as a partner
For me Love is something dont defined by being happy together but also being happy in its worst even it hurt so much. Also loving and been in love to someone even in a distance. Falling so deep even you can't have him around. Moving on to find someone else ir find someone else to moved on. Everyone is ready to be inlove or fall over again not by choice but it will just happen and developed if you give it a chance. Because love doesnt come always by a first sight most common it just developed by its effort or its time. ??
FIRST LOVE MAY NOT DIE, BUT TRUE LOVE WILL BURY IT
Could have been you made her as your ideal women that made you kept checking if the next one got the kind of your ideal. But it actually different to women, it dont totally on the physical looks attraction but in some of its personality and presence that miss the most and look forward to wanted to have as a partner