well i am six years down the line..lost the love of my life..
i cant imagine being 'in' a relationship anymore!
you sound strong-just remember,you are always stronger than you rate yourself. being single gives you a chance also to focus your energy solely on you and your child,making you more focused,and adept in these area's.Enjoy your new role as single parent,and the extra time you have to improve your over all health,goodluck!
i'd guess tha more we are alone the more needy we get,and the less others want to be near us cos we leach,and tire them. being alone is a choice-friendships are like any relationship,they need work and maintaining,or they drift away..
RE: Love
Very eloquent,good luck sweet-to you and to me!