Hi Sassinpain, the basic fundanmetals of life is 'what one loses is gained by the other' Although U got all the love of Ur lovely daughters, yet sadly I feel Ur daughters may hv lost out the bond a father shares with is kid. But true, he definetly lost our way more for which he will Regret sometime in his life. Happy to hear U've moved on positively. Take Care n God Bless....
RE: the heart
When the Mind n Heart is uncertain, try Intuition, U may be surprised where it takes U !!!