It's his loss and eventually, someone will be very fortunate to win your heart. I've read some of your posts and blogs, and you have inner beauty as well as outer.
I met Amma (the Hugging Saint) 6 years ago and spent 5 years in her spiritual Ashram near Toronto. I go to see her when she's on tour in Toronto in July and again in November in Michigan.
There is a spiritual awakening happening, but I'm too new at this to understand much more than something happened to me 6 years ago, and is still happening to this day.
RE: Dear all CS friends
Best of Luck in your new job Summer