I have felt the way you have...and that feeling will not change if you give up. I think the choices are few, you must continue your search or live with no hope of real happiness.
The only way I could understand this judgment was if the woman did not originally want the divorce, and had done nothing to "breach" the original contract(marrage).
I owned one of those made in Germany rabbits when I was younger. It was a diesel. I could not destroy the machine, and I tried very very very hard! Maybe it was a good freind.
Anyway. How about we ask it a different way....If you and your child were drowning, and your wife could only save one of you, who would you tell her to choose? Of course your child.
If she was my wife, I would know she would want me to save our child. She would be screaming(if her lungs were not too full of water) for me to be saving our child.
RE: good bye cs
I have felt the way you have...and that feeling will not change if you give up. I think the choices are few, you must continue your search or live with no hope of real happiness.JMO