Belushi your forgiven and to the other one I know that I will get to heaven in His timming, I have two daughters there and will rejoice in being with them again, I KNOW were I am going when I leave this waiting room (earth)
It would not hurt to read the Bible ! all your answers to questions are in the good book. Making fun of God who yes gave a will of your own will someday wish they never did.
RE: What is GOD
Belive me I don't judge others, I have sin in my life, everyone does.