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Since this thing isn't really working to help me find a date, how about I ask a question that's been

weighing on my mind very heavily for the past 8 years.. Yes I said 8 years....

The reason I'm starting to date again is because for the past 8 years I've been in love with the same man. It all started when I was 17 years old and my first boyfriend, the first guy I ever truely loved broke my heart. I had a neighbor. My neighbor was 27. We started hanging out, he gave me advice, explained to me that thigns like this happen and while it sucks there will always be someone better.

As time went on my neighbor, we'll call him Joe, and I became closer and closer and a certain chemisty that neither of us could deny ensued. We fought it until finally one night I was sitting out on his back deck late into the night with him and he kissed me. My heart skipped a beat, it was the most passionate, sensual, gentle amazing kiss I had ever felt. That was it, I was hooked. Joe and I fooled around, and saw eachother for quite sometime after that until he moved away. We tried to keep in touch but things tapered off. When he finally came back I was in a great relationship with a great guy who pulled me out of a very dark place in my life... Then Joe came back. I told him about this wonderful man who rescued me from myself and he was happy for me. Because I was in this relationship I failed to tell Joe how I felt about him. Then Joe got his roommate pregnant and they got married.

Not too long down the line me and that great guy went our separate ways and I got the courage to tell Joe how I really felt about him. The only problem was that it was too late. Joe was already married to this wreched woman who treated him like dirt.

So now, for the past 5 years (almost as long as Joe has been married) we've been carrying on a relationship behind his wife's back. He's unhappy with her but does not make false promises that he has plans of leaving her. I'm ok with this for the most part except I don't get the time I'd like to have with him. I don't get to do normal couple stuff with him like go out on dates, spend the night together, take him to my friend's weddings. I have to spend time with him outside of our hometown for fear that someone who knows his wife will see us together and she'll find out. I want her to find out, I want her to know that he loves me, that he wants me and that she's not enough for him. She treats him like he's a doormat and I can't stand it. She takes advantage of him and I just wish I could do something about it. My heart is completely invested in him and that's why I can't seem to find someone else who I can be with.

Bottom line, I have no idea what to do.. Any suggestions??????

Thanks everyone!!

Calli

RE: Gentlemen prefer blondes ..... gentlemen marry brunettes?

Really?? I never knew this.. I used to be blonde til I dyed my hair and now I have no clue what my natural hair color would be...... SOOOOO since I don't know, what then??

blondes are endangered, what about redheads?? they're even more rare than blondes! Are they going extinct too???? professor

RE: True Love ...

True, unconditional, eternal love is something that some think only happen once in a lifetime. I don't agree. professor I think that it's something that happens many times, and eternal love doesn't mean that the relationship lasts forever it just means that person leaves their special touch on your heart. True, everlasting love is something that enraptures your whole being.

I have been to that point where you're willing to sacrifice everything. My career, my education, my friends and family. I don't regret it at all because I learned so much from it. Even though it's over I will carry that person with me forever and the lessons I've learned from that relationship. I am glad however that we've gone our separate ways.

I do hope that I fall in love again one day. That feeling that completely takes over your heart and soul!blushing

RE: A question for the ladies....when you see your name on a C.S poll does it

moping I've never had the pleasure of seeing my name on a poll... Probably don't post enough for that. I'd be thrilled if I did though! :D

RE: does anybody really beleive that jesus christ is still coming back ?...it has been 2000 years !

Yes he's coming back.. Read Revelations!!!!!! HE'S COMING BACK SOON!!!!!!yayyay yay yay yay Maybe not in my lifetime or anyone elses that's here but the end times are near if not already here. The Prophecies in the Bible are being fulfilled. The mark of the beast (Real ID Card), the One World Nation (United Nations)... so on and so forth.


Merry Christmas ALL!

RE: GUYS ITS TIME TO SHOW YOU ARE THE HOTTEST

I nominate kevduff and corkireland!!cheers

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