I pray for death everyday. The pain is unbearable....I've had enough.
I came to CS 6 years ago with so much hope and love in my heart. A few months with someone from here ripped my heart to shreds and I never recovered. I look back in the archives once in a while and see the person who I was 6 years ago joking around and flirting in the forums. Now all I post is how I feel...misery and patheticness with a huge dose of humiliation. Now I could care less what happens to me. It's been this way for years now and no hope is left.
I know you feel the pain too Pedro...my heart goes out to you...
Yes. I was 19 and my friend and his girlfriend were on the outs. He started to see someone else and I went to him and asked him if it was ok to date his girlfriend. He said ok.
I highly suggest to everyone to hold back on personal issues they distribute in these forums.
However I believe if you have something very important to tell a potential partner, be honest and up front so they have a chance to think about it and maybe even do some research. I am bipolar and tell anyone I am getting close to up front.
I am no longer looking but here just for the forums and all the friends I have met through CS.
It's a shame the world is becoming more confrontational. It seems people just don't like to be nice and tear others down to make themselves feel better.
I try to be as honest as I can be without being harsh or hurting others. Tact is what I try to achieve.
I have posted here for years and I might be the most open and honest person here. I have talked about very personal issues in my life.
I just said the above statement to say honesty is the best policy but sometimes saying nothing is a better one. I think I have spilled my guts too often I guess out of lonliness and pain.
mbcasey Forum Posts (16,449)
RE: what do you think about being alive........?
I pray for death everyday. The pain is unbearable....I've had enough.I came to CS 6 years ago with so much hope and love in my heart. A few months with someone from here ripped my heart to shreds and I never recovered. I look back in the archives once in a while and see the person who I was 6 years ago joking around and flirting in the forums. Now all I post is how I feel...misery and patheticness with a huge dose of humiliation. Now I could care less what happens to me. It's been this way for years now and no hope is left.
I know you feel the pain too Pedro...my heart goes out to you...