HaHa I appreciate that but I am on a diet from eating too much chocolate. I didn't describe being single...I was describing being lonely. They don't always go hand in hand. It took one phone call and one quick hello to snap me out of it. I'm fine.
When I was 14...one of my many foster mothers decided to give all of her "kids" a song that best fit them. She chose that one for me. Never knew if she was calling me strong or saying I was the devil.
I don't want to slap you. I wanta buy you shoooooooooooooooes!!!!!! I am not looking for love...being lonely and looking for love do not always go hand in hand. I already love somebody. I just haven't figured outin what way.
I somehow...out of 300 pairs or more of shoes, do not have any shiny red boots!!! How is that possible? I am going on a hunt now. I NEED red boots....geesh...my wallet thanks you...my gas bill doesn't.
Yes....I fell in love once. I met somebody that completely turned my world upside down. We would write everyday and sit and stare at each other in awe for hours via cams. We finally sat up a "meet". A few days before I was supposed to drive to NY, he stopped contacting me out of the blue. I hadn't done or said anything wrong. I was heartbroken and it felt like a real breakup. I was sad for months but tried to get my life back in order. Right before Christmas, he finally showed up online again. I couldn't help but send him a messege. He responded. It turns out he had gotten married the same weekend he had set-up to meet me. I still loved him so much that I tried to forgive him and just be his friend. It lasted about a day until I deleted his name off of my list without any good-byes.
I now have a special friendship with a wonderful man that lives in Norway. I won't let myself fall in love with him but I am going there next month. Wish me luck.
I don't really know where it came from. I was just fine yesterday and then people started talking about their relationships and how happy they were. I was genuinely happy for them but I suddenly became so very lonely. I didn't even want to sleep in my empty bed last night. I curled up on a chair. This morning isn't any better. I am fine with being single. I usually even relish it but right now my heart hurts.......
What makes you feel better in times like these? What do you do? I usually go shoe shopping but that even feels like a chore today. Is 9:30am too early to open wine??
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RE: SWM - Newport News, VA - Any ladies out there in or around my area ???
Hi. I did read your profile but I am currently unavailable. Good Luck, though.