It is by God's grace that we are well and alive, that we heal from illnesses, that we have food on the table, that our children grow to make us proud, that we feel ok despite the problems we face every day. He is the only one who has never abandoned me and for that I have no words or actions to express what he trully means to me.
To me it's everything, really, it's what and how you say it. But what do you think about guys that would rather not be bothered at all with any of it? What are you to do with your feelings when you have them and the message he seems to be conveying is please don't bother me. I personally am nonconfrontational, definitely not a dramatic type, but as much as anyone else will have things come up every now and then. I am not expressive at all about my feelings for better or worse, and when I am trying to say something, it is really an experience to witness coldness and indifference, or worse yet, paranoia of some type of imagine drama that is surely based on assumption of past experiences. Anyway, too late for any of this; maybe it'll help someone some day.
RE: How can I improve my profile so I might find love sooner?
and change dating to long term or marriage; dating is usually a pleasant waste of time, but if you want love talk marriage, I think, JMO