You and I were two of a kind, But as they say, "Love is blind". Our feelings slipped away from us, We lost our way, we lost our trust. All that we had is now a memory, But, that will never change, you see. No one can ever take it way, For in my heart it will always stay. Memories, I hold precious and dear, For they bring me back to when you were here.
Two young hearts, alive and in love Brought together by our Father up above. They know not what their future holds, Their loves fate is still yet to be told. Hearts that beat wild and free, Careless whispers of what will be. Will they grow as one, or grow apart? Will their love last, or break their heart? Only time will tell, as each day goes by, Will they be happy or sad tears they cry? Two hearts found by God up above, Two hearts together, that makes up young love.
We started out as casual friends, No broken hearts, no rules to bend. Our friendship grew as the years passed by, But you didn't yet know that you had caught my eye.
I secretly loved you, faithfully and true, As you told me of your girlfriends, old and new. We shared our secrets through long talks on the phone, The things I knew that no one else had known.
As the years passed by, we grew apart, But you never once left my heart. Then once again you entered the scene, Your eyes saw a woman, no longer a teen.
The dream I had waited so long for had finally came true, Though you never said the words, you showed me that you loved me too. You were the one that never let me down, When I was with you, there wa never a frown.
Then I started seeing someone from my past, I thought I should, i didn't think our love would last. Then it happened, that dreadful day, I found out there was a child on the way.
I didn't want to tell you , I had made all the plans, I hated telling you that I was marrying the other man. I was stuck in the middle, which way did I turn? Who's child was it? Which man do I burn?
I made up my mind to choose the other, I set you free to find another. I now share a new love and family of my own, But the love I felt for you will never be gone.
You were my first love, thats in the past. But in my heart, our love will last. I had to say goodbye to you and put you to rest, It hurt like Hell and i'm still a mess.
you're out of your misery and in a better place, It's just so hard to believe, it hasn't touched base. I will love you forever in my own special way, I will think of you and miss you every single day. I sit here with a broken heart and eyes full of tears, As I say goodbye to the man I've loved for 13 yrs.
But we will meet again soon at Heaven's door, And all the heartache and tears will be no more. So until I reach that special place, I'll remember your touch and your smiling face.... I love you!
If I could look you in the eye, I'd ask you why you chose to die. I try and try, but I just can't see, How you could ever do this to me.
I can't stand the thought of you not here, coming over to hang out or to drink a beer. All the long nights we spent alone, How much I loved you, you had to have known.
Now it's all over and you're in my past, I can't stop thinking, How long will the hurt last? I've tried really hard, I've given it my best, But I just can't seem to put you to rest.
Just wanted to post some of my poems that I wrote after losing my soulmate and best friend to suicide (April 26, 1992). Doesn't seem like it has been 17 yrs already.
4-26-93 by Carla Willeford
One year ago today, You chose to go away. No one knows why You chose to die.
Without a chance for good-byes, You left me here with tearful eyes. When I think of you, I get so mad, Nothing could have been that bad.
The grief I've felt, you'll never know Someday soon I'll let it go. But for now I rely on memories, Of the days when you were still here with me.
I think its just a timing thing... sometimes its all women and no men in here and sometimes the other way around... we just can't seem to get it together! :doh I would love to see a Texas get together... noone else ever seems interested.
just wondering if anyone has thought of getting a get together in Texas? I would be willing to help plan or whatever I needed to do to help get one together if anyone is interested!
I left the site in Aug. I have been a memeber here for almost 3 years! Thanks for the welcome and I hope you are enjoying yourself on this site! Lots of great people here!
Well.. after 6 mos of being gone from this site.. I'm back and once again single. Just wanted to see what old friends are still on here and see if I could make some new ones!
I have been on cs for a long time now and i have never seen much activity on the texas forums! I wish we could get more people in here and it would even be nice to get a get together in texas planned! I look forward to getting to know some texans!
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I remember you, although I am not sure if we ever really chatted in here! Thanks for saying hi!
new or old???
I'm back after a 4 year break! Just wondering what old friends are still here and also hoping to meet some new ones as well!