They hate that you are something they can't or won't be so instead of trying to achieve happiness themselves, they stay bitter and try to take away your happiness. Seen it lots of times, I play a completely deaf ear to them. It really pisses them off when they get no reply or acknowledgement from you.
Its worth bringing up with your doctor. I was years and had no idea why I was so "different". I have mental illness and my medications treat it pretty good but there were always things that it seemed like the meds never helped and I was thinking for years that I needed better meds but it is the autistic traits I was mistaking for mental illness traits. what I understood, I realized that I already am on good meds, the autism, you just live with it. There are meds out there for those conditions but its basically prescribed meth, you don't want anything to do with that.
I am late in life diagnosed as autistic. I couldn't talk until I was 5, had all of the add, adhd, the whole package. I was that nightmare kid that every parent dreads to get.
If I wanted to, I could have been settled down many times over. I am pretty sure though I wouldn't have been happy or she wouldn't have been happy. Its a two way street. You have to look at your partner's needs and desires as well as your own. There are women out there that I would be happy with but they probably wouldn't be happy with me so its no good, both have to be happy with each other.
No, I got him when he was 18, he was abandoned by his original owner. I have 4 dogs all together and he is by far the senior among them yet he is the smartest quickest dog among them. He blew my mind lots of times when he get playful and jump and bolt around like he was 2 years old.
When meeting someone new and the first few dates, you want to get to know everything about him as you can, even the stuff he don't want to tell you. There is a way you can tell at least if he is using drugs or not.
His eyes, they will give it away. If his pupils are about normal size but the whites are red, he may be smoking pot or hash. Sometimes it also makes your eyes glossy and shiny so that may be another clue.
If his pupils are really small, especially in a dim room, he may be using coke or opioids. My pupils used to be like pin dots back when I was into it.
If his pupils are swollen very large, even in a bright room, he may be on lsd or the mushrooms (though you will know that long before you see his eyes lol).
The eyes are a giveaway for anyone using most any drug. They usually do one thing or another to your eyes and if you know what to look for, you can get a idea of his sobriety just by looking at his eyes.
RE: night dreams
Happened a couple of times. Almost more like premonitions than dreams.