Of course most of these replies are right. If a little vague. And im about half a step ahead of those of you who posted something specifically helpful. I mean. Common sense is common sense. Once I get the thought out where I can examine it then it becomes obvious. I don't have a support network to bounce things off of. Direction of movement now becomes the biggest issue. Then execution. Thank you all for the mirror you held up for me.
When did life become an endurance test? I missed the transition. I did everything I was supposed to. I sacrificed for my son. I sacrificed for my family. I've done "the right thing ". Now im unfulfilled. I don't remember the last time I knew joy or happiness. I feel like a rat in a tank of water. Trying to keep my head above the surface. There's a reason for this,right? A payoff? Yes. I know I sound depressed. This is much deeper than brain chemistry.
Therory. I'm the only person on this site. All others are programed "bots" put here as decoys by the good people at c s to lure real people in as a marketing ploy.
elvinm Forum Posts (13)
RE: Where is everyone in wisconsin
I hear that.