I havent seen death that close. When my grandpa expired i was off to school so there was a huge gathering when i reached home. Even at work havent really been through someones last stages. It must be real heart breaking. Maybe in a couple of days when you both are in terms with what has happened , you could tell her. I am sure she will understand.
hmm I was just thinking at some point or the other most people feel they are not good enough. Life is a bed of roses not for many. But think of it , we just need that one person among god knows how many thousands of people. Just that one person who will see thro' those eyes to see the person that our physical form represents.
The feeling of not being good enough .. even i have felt it .. like i am not good enough for Orlando Bloom or that cool guy whom i am going to meet . BUT thats like saying i got to be like on this super pedestal and maybebe never step down.
Its when you see yourself in the context of other people that the feeling of inadequacy comes about. But how can we ever be good if we are going to be something in comparison to another or most people .. you can be only one person thats you and you just need that one other person who will love you for you.
Love's as passionate as you will let it be.
It will grow depending on how you nurture and tend to it. So to begin with just be you which gives this beautiful aura to your personality enough to attract the right people in life ...
Give something to the one above you ...
reallyy ..hmm .. pink scarf for you .. off for now .. seeya laters ..