That thread I made yesterday was taken the wrong way. Only two people got what the thread was suppose to be about. It was not only about me, it was about several others also. Someone just choose to turn it to their advantage and threw it off on me and then it just took off from there and it made me so much madder. But I see what my problem was, I didn't say it right for everyone to understand. I apologise. The thread was not about just me.
I'm still learning. After I get over the feeling of being ashamed I will. Right I feel more comfortable with my face being blank. I always hear what others are saying. Just because I don't respond back does not mean I'm not listening. I'm working on my problems. Just trying to find the right method that will help.
I always mean it when I apologize. That is one thing good about me, I do forgive and hope others forgive me in return. If they don't at least my consciense is clean.
I'm sorry that I was honest. I should have lied to everyone. Maybe then I would have been accepted. I'm sorry that I am different. I'm sorry that I have problems and have went about solving them the wrong way. I'm sorry to everyone. I hope all can forgive me. I'm sorry I am one big messed up woman.
RE: OWN THIS THREAD # 2
YeahHe did last night.
He said "Baby quit baiting this trap. One of these days I'm gonna get smart."