Yeah thats a given Normal. As tragic as it was, that's who my heart breaks for is the family he left behind, and such a silly decision ended his life so early.
I don't think you are messed up Ralph. I think we all have little things that we feel invade our personal space. Mine is people that get right up in your face when they talk. I can't stand it.
I personally love sitting on someones lap. But as I said we all have a little erks and perks.
RE: How soon do you hold hands when you start going out with someone?
Well I'd let you know by slapping your face. But that's just me