As promised a little about my experiences with miracles ...
These happened quite a few years ago ...
I was getting ready for bed and thinking ... and my pondering took me to the subject of love and as I continued on that thought I suddenly hit on the true meaning of unconditional love, felt it in my whole being. As that feeling was developping I notice a glow, really bright hovering in mid air in my bedroom. It was beautiful and gave out an awsome feeling of love, protection and comfort. It got closer and closer to me and filled me with well being. I was worried that it would disappear as I got into bed, but no it got bigger and bigger and bigger until it filled the whole bedroom and I was cocooned in the middle of it. So I turned my light off and went to sleep. The most beautiful, regenerating, blissfull sleep I remember ever having in my life.
Then several years later, when my kids were still fairly young and I was living on my own with them in a horrible area where people were quite aggressive and not always friendly... Difficult times for many reasons ... I had often prayed for help as I could hardly cope with many things... I had been working on a temporary contract for few months and the job I was doing was advertised as permanent with a few changes so I applied for it as I desperately needed to stay employed... Later that afternoon my boss of a few months phoned me all appologetic "I had not been given the job" I was devastated and was about to crumble into a billion pieces when I noticed out of the corner of my eye a really bright glow hovering in mid air again!!! IT filled me with instant knowledge "that all was gonna be cool, sit tight and wait". It wasn't a "may be" it was a certitude!!! My daughter got in from school took one look at me and said "Yeah!! You got the job!!!" Nope! But Mum!! You don't look upset!! Hahaha! Anyway to cut the long story short, My boss phoned me quite late that night to ask me, did I still want the job and it would defo be a permenant contract. He said, the whole thing had not felt quite right to him so he had added some conditions to the other person who had been offered the job and taken my phone number home with him in case he needed it ... so the other lady had declined due to the conditions and hey presto the job was mine!!! Thank you glow for saving me several hours of agony on how we were going to manage till I found another job!!!
This "bright, brilliant white glow" came to visit me on an other 2 occasions when again I was about to get really distressed about something that I needed not waste my energy on as there was a reversal of situation on the pipelines!!!
Used to have the first BBQ of the Summer every year in UK ... Open invite BUT everyone had to bring some booze and something to burn on the BBQ and I made loads of salads and cold veggie thingies like thaboulé, greek salad, pasta, spicy rice, ratatouille etc. + supply tray of cheese and a few cakes for dessert!!! Used to use a big barrel sawn in half for the BBQ... Was always great
Good thing about BIG (ish) event type BBQ's is that anyone can come, kids, parents, friends and everyone is happy!!! All the kids congregate together and leave parents stress free and there usually is a "controlling type" older child who takes it upon themselves to become "in charge of the kids"
Not sure, some species fight between them to establish leadership, which show once more how the evolved mind of the humans is still following achaic patterns
No but a painter can create 2 completely conflicting paintings and put them side by side
Humans are pretty much capable and have been know to behave in the way you describe Antcus ONLY not to other living creatues but to other human beings
Only difference is the tiger does it for survival (in spite of its mighty power) whereas the human race do it to achieve mighty power because of its need to dominate !!!
I believe my post said The Tiger by William Blake is one of my favourite poems ... That means IT IS one of my favourite poems. No research needed... when I read your poem it reminded me of it ...
You thought of going through ALL your families old photos? See if you find him amongst the photos.
I once was doing a reading for someone (a lady) who didn't "believe" in mediumship so it just sort of happened ... Basically I could see this lady on an old fashion bike with 30's type of clothes, it was linked with the Dad (of the non-believer) who had passed away when she was a toddler (the Dad) and she had been trying to find more info on him as for some reason she didn't have any. She knew there was one photo in existence of herself as a baby with her Dad but had never been able to trace it. Anyway, my description of the lady, including facial features and what I said to her prompted her to take a drive to visit her very old Nan (her Dad's Mum) who she hadn't seen in ages and ages and talk to her and sift through the boxes and boxes of old photos to try and find the lady. She found the photo of her on the old bike exactely as I described and found out she had been her aunt AND most importantly in the same box found the only existing photo of herself with her Dad!!!
You can write to me any time but I'm not always great at replying if I'm busy!!!! In fact I still haven't replied to a lovely message that U2Kitty sent me ages ago Coz I always think I'll do it properly soon!!!
I been at the computer for couple of days now coz I'm still kindda battling with this tummy bug I thought I had sorted yesterday but this morning discovered "it" was still hanging around!!!
It's great that he carried such good energy you wanted him to stay ... May be he'll visit again some time ... He could be someone who has passed away wanting to get a message to someone you know, or a guide for yourself (they usually make themselves look in a way acceptable to you)
If you esxperience something like that again and feel ok with it, just relax and don't get too intense or it can somehow disrupt the energy, so relax ans say hi and chat to "it" and listen for the answers either for real or in your head. After when it's over write it all down, every detail. If you know who the person is great if not just be aware it might have something to do with someone you have yet to meet OR someone you already know might mention something you didn't know before so his message will eventually make sense. Also depending on the occasion when it's just pure devine energy if you look straight at it your eyes can't define it anymore but if you keep your head slightly off centre of where the energy is it gets bigger and stronger and then you get the contact ...
I am very sorry MBCasey I did not mean to offend you... I do know that everyone's condition is different and affects people differently ... My ex was on very very strong medication for very very strong symptoms ... I can only share of my experience ... at the time I had many other responsibilities as well and ALL of it together was just too much for me to handle ... And obviously had it's impact on me ...
My last (ex) husband had a depressive illness which he also called bi-polar and was on very strong medication too ...
Long story but working full time as a teacher in secondary sector + bringing up my children from previous marriage + being his support system (his needs always came before mine because of the nature of the illness) + numerous financial problems due to his lack of rational thinking on many occasions + his depency on other smoking substence (not tobacco) on and on for years meant that I ended up in hospital when my body said ENOUGH!!!!!! No support could be expected from him because he was not in a state of mind to give it and DEMANDED he was the one needing care... so I had to walk away in order to look after my health and put ME first ... It was an emotionally devastating time for both of us ...
I would not again get knowingly involved with someone NEW who has such needs, however if one of my friends/family developped such a condition I of course would be there for them ...
RE: VIVA ESPANA......
Hiya Awesome!!! Yeah! It's pretty hot here!!! And I have soooooooooooo much hair hairdressers get cramps when they're trimming it!!!
Truth? Apart from the heat I was trully fed up with dying it .... so my roots get so long in between
Decided to start from scratch with my own hair colour!!! It's great! Went to the pool today and hey presto intant hair style!!!